I am sorry!!
I've said it time and time again. I never imagined the pain i would bring you if I left you. The future we planned together escaped through our hands held together. We prayed to make it last but did not try hard to make it strong. Our bond broken, our hearts crying, our minds completely disengaged from within. I am sorry I took away your love. Took away every passion we shared, every dream we hoped.
The tears are coming down, no doubt. The confusion set in years before the damage was done. The fear is indescribable - Who would love me like you did? How long will it take me to find another real love? What the F**ck did I do?
I am sorry, I will always be. But now I must sleep on the bed that I made. I must learn to deal with the circumstances I have created. We must move on not looking back, no regrets just lessons learned. I will not blame you or point fingers either way. I only promise that I will always keep you in my heart. xoxo