Love stoned

I woke up this morning with a feeling of freedom. I wanted to scream and jump.  I was alone on my bed, but still did not feel lonely.  

I had a rush of emotions and a tear ran down my eye, it escaped coz I had been holding it in for too long.  This wierd feeling is makin me ecstatic and scared all at once.  I took a long shower, had bacon and eggs, and was full of energy I decided to reminsce and day dream, two things that keep me intouch with my fantasy. I overdosed on my thinking and I felt great; relaxed; care free; this was not a first but it certainly was my best. Everything looked beautiful and smelled fresh, if this was real life, I definitely was in love with it... I was on cloud 9, I couldnt think straight but was thinking clear... My thoughts were never followed, i always forgot my next idea but I loved this feeling. My energy disappeared and there was an overwhelmness of lethargy.  

The day before must have been great if it got me feeling this way.  I was inlove with my surrounding and  intouch with my feelings, this could be an addicting phase as I felt it coming to an end. I hadnt drank any alcohol or consumed any drugs, I had just remembered everything that made me who I am and kept me that way. Love got me higher than ever without smokes or a lighter needed....