Me... Me..

I was born brave but taught to be fearless. I was raised strong but grew independent. And even with that, I get nervous when I think of tomorrow. My escape is to day dream. Daydream of pent houses, Mediterranean mansions, beautiful children, smart decisions and a conscious lover. I have flaws no doubt, but I am what I am. From the acne on my chin, to my retarded looking pinky toe. The dimples on my back to the birth mark on my navel.. I know myself in and out. I love who I am and what I will become. The many years I know I have to set examples, I make plans for them now. Never think anything is impossible because every option can never be exhausted.
I am me, I do not trust, I pay attention to the smirks, the grins, the one raised eye brow, the unconscious statements made by gestures. I surround myself by just a fist full of people... happy, make the best of any situation kind of people. Today is just one of those days that I looked in the mirror and I'm happy I am here. Happy I'm free.